I'm Airin.
Officially fifteen
I'm a hard-core shopper.
& i Love to Daydream! ;D Love me, as i love you. [:
♥ Ohso Drama!
Reminscening the Childhood. Daddy, bring me to the beach and play alright? Would you take me to Europe one day? I wanna shop like a professional.(: I'm a vain-pok; I want to look pretty. & The Resplendence Matinee is forever. soulmate is the most important person in my life.
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I wish i am the FAIRY QUEEN;
who can give whatever my loved ones want.
I hope to be a ENTERTAINER;
so that i can entertain my loved ones.
I want to be with my GIRLFRIEND;
to be with them forever.
I CARE for my friends;
they are my support in life.
I CHERISH my surronding;
as life is fragile.
The GRANTED wish of mine;
I had a good life.
The HOPELESS wish of mine;
I want to be happy&carefree.
actually no mood to blog. but.. hais. i just write luh. yepps. the whole day... i feel so shattered. cant pay attention in class. no mood in everything. the feeling is miserable. but i lead myself into this. i hurt him. n i cried for him n myself. thr's no use crying. yarhh. thr's no use... no point to turn the history as things had happen.no use changing. i'm shattered. it's my fault. shdnt had tag anything bad abt you on the blog. i'm wrong. chiaseng this is for you. i noe u r disappointed in me. and got hurt by me. you cant forget wht i write. now i realised actually all ur promises you made are real... i didnt cherish everything. i didnt evn spend time w you. wht else can i say? i m at fault.by hook or by crooks... i m not leaving you. and i will not leave you... ppl. dun be like me... whn you lose ur loves one thn u cherish them.. it's too late. not in the mood in everything today.. see him.. i rly feel like crying it out.. and saw him the most time today.. i m rly rly rly sad. acting strong not to let too many ppl noe.. but i just cant. cos my tears jus flow out like tht. i m miserable... i m stubborn. i m childish. i m a bitch. i dunno anything. always blur blur de. always make you angry w/o noeing i hurted you. i m to harsh. i dunno how ot face you lerhh. so hard to face... i m so scared. no one can give me the shoulder to lie on lerhh. cos.. now.. i numb his hrt for me... i m death. death awaits me... really no mood ine verything. behind my smile is sumting you cant imagine... bleeding tears in my hrt... a deep cut in his hrt tht evn a doc cant help me... sadly.. tht's me... i causes it to happen! why m i so stupid? why why why???? TELL ME WHY!!!! it's so hrtbrking.... shattered............. i hate my life now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
