HELLOS! so long nvr update blog lerhh. Hahahas. YES. saturday. wnt hougang mall w hubby. thn ltr meet elisa. thn we wnt ard selling book marks. hahas. on my way thr w my hubby. saw meryl and krissy. hahas. thn they run towrds me and hubby. thn we was like.. *ughh¬ gosh!* have to buy water liao.hahahas. cs tried to run away fm mer.but krissy got him. hahahas. *orbi lorhhs. yes. thn bought two bottles fm mer. hehes. on our way up to the foodcourt to meet ming. they wan study.(wahh.so guai)hahas. wahh! saw so many ppl. now evn ms teo noes abt it liaox. dots. =.='' thn saw john sebby n junkai. they ask me buy water. so.. bought a bottle fm them. hahahas. yes. thn wnt upstairs to eat with hubby. i m such a failure using chopstics. hahas. thn they were like laughing at me.>.< dots... yes. thn 2pm wnt to meet elisa(d prettay.) hahahas, put our bags and thn justin tells us wht to do. seriously i dunno wht he is talking as he talk damn FAST. yes. hahahas. but nvrm. he's nice larhhs. hahas. yes. thn sell bookmarks. me and elisa is like. (huh? jialat..who will wanna buy lorhhs... sian man.) thn we aim those kids and those parents w kids. hahas. smart of us. wnt outside d libary to sell it.hahas. no bad larhhs.sold quite alot ehhs.yesyes. thn some ppl damn dao lorhhs. yarhh.but nvrm. thr's this auntie.she damn power larhhs. boguht 10 fm u. we must be so lucky can.yeah.you see a wallet. stacks of notes. $2.$5$10. ala new notes ehhs. hahas. rich women these days. wahh. so RICH. hahas. got tht money to shop.. wahh.¬ so good.. hehes.thn walk pass this ush cart. sell lots of kawaii stuff. so i bought luh. hahas. elisa bought a ring. black rose, wahahahas. so nice. thn i wait for her to change up. wahh. i sees a CHIOBU lorhhs! wee o wee! hahas.walk w her.. i feel so... ughh¬ ppl keep looking at her. hahahs. good for you ehhs. thn we wnt to ps lorhhs. talk in the mrt. zy n chuanhui was thr too. hehes. walk ard. ebase got 50% off lorhhs.w ahh. a good time to buy.but i m broke.hahaha.nvrm.not FATED to buy though.nvrm.hehes, wnt to 77th street. saw this jacket! it's nice! cos. $23. UNBELIVEABLE! thn go ice lemon tea. thins isnt cheap at all. all start with $20+++-$30+++. for rich ppl. small peanuts. for a broker like me. ex. $_$ thn at night. go to my god bro birthday party. it was broing. so ask eejie out. but.. it turn out to be a tradegy for me. i wnt to meet her n her frnds.thn wnt to coconut groove(a cafe cum pub) i'm such a naughthy girl ehhs. hahas. bu. well.. got scolding. wnt back at ard 1+++am. she's damn angry. sorry mum. i'm wrong. things didnt turn out smoothly in my life on sun lorhhs. parents quarrel. dad send me a msg saying sooner or later they will seperate. meaning divorce. i felt lost and sad. mum talk to me. she says.. she's leaving me very soon. i ask her for a reason. she say she dun wanna tell me. she's leaving the world. she told me this n i will nvr forget: if before i die.. i nvr teach you n guild u w the correct path..i m a failure as a mum and i will regret in netherworld.she oftens goes to the temple to pray. who she pray for? ME. yes. she want everything good for me. i felt so sad. feel so guilty. i m such a unfilial daughther. tears just flow out of my eyes whn she says tht. i look at her. she's crying silently. that image.. that sentence, make me realised... all these thinga happening in my family has one main reason behind it. it is all because of me. i ruin my own family. a lovely family with dreams are shattered with bad memories w a broken hrt in everyone heart.i feel so lost. mu tells me she's dying soon and leaving me. dad tells me they are gonna divorce soon. wht's happening? in class;in school. i act as nothing happens. but in my heart. i'm confused w stuff like tht. my famly. how am i going to save it?i told myself. i hve to do something to save myself ;my parents and my family. one goal. study hard go out lesser save money. yes. tht' s my goal. my dad send me this msg : in singapore w/o gd qualification is hard to secure a good job. our main aim is tht u have a comfortable life in ur future.life is short and daddy cant giv you everything forever...i'm worried. tht's wht my dad says.i really have to wake up before things are too late for me to amend. yes. save myself. i really hope i can change to a better person so tht my mu wont have to shout at me everyday. everyone thought i have a happy family. maybe after they read this things might change their thinking. i'm not having a goo life. but i cn still stay happy and stay strong. tht's wht life is abt. sorrow cant give you anything. but happiess can make ur surrounding evn happier. =) so i have been studying hard this few days.. as i'm gng aust soon. so i might not have time to study so much. yes. i m buying a few novels. find the, pretty cool for personal reading.hahahs. they are soon gonna be mine. yes. and i learnt sumthing today. potugese respect their food alot. =)
It's the Drama Queen @ 8:23 pm
