♥ Thee Drama Queen ;

I'm Airin.
Officially fifteen
I'm a hard-core shopper.
& i Love to Daydream! ;D
Love me, as i love you. [:

♥ Ohso Drama!

Reminscening the Childhood.
Daddy, bring me to the beach and play alright?
Would you take me to Europe one day?
I wanna shop like a professional.(:
I'm a vain-pok; I want to look pretty.
& The Resplendence Matinee is forever.
soulmate is the most important person in my life.
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I wish i am the FAIRY QUEEN;
who can give whatever my loved ones want.
I hope to be a ENTERTAINER;
so that i can entertain my loved ones.
I want to be with my GIRLFRIEND;
to be with them forever.
I CARE for my friends;
they are my support in life.
I CHERISH my surronding;
as life is fragile.
The GRANTED wish of mine;
I had a good life.
The HOPELESS wish of mine;
I want to be happy&carefree.


L O V E

♥ Thursday, September 14, 2006

i had been crying for 3 days . and i dunno wht's wrong with me ... after reading your message . i realised . i am so WRONG ! whtevr i did is all wrong ! you can forgive me ... but i can't forgive myself at all . you make me realised how mean i am to my own stead . i felt like a beast or somthing . i became to hate myself n cut a hairstyle which is supposed to e nice. and i feel so yucky ! cos my hair style sarks alot larhhs . it's not your fault.

all the problem lies on me ... you are not at fault . i don't wanna pressurise you inanything ... cos i m very concern about how you will do in your N lvl. i do not wish to see you retain a year . i will definitely be very sad . but ... i know you are already disappointed when you see me in such state. i m sad to say that . i dont see myself anymore . i just hate eileen lee . she SARKS alot ! i really dunno why . i feel so confused . i had never been to messed up in mylife before. am i so worthy for you to love ? i feel so scared . so bad so evil so guilty when you told me you love me when i feel tht i m treaing you so badly...

i feel so sad. i scolded the buddy whom i was close once.. who she is ? eejie . i scolded her fuck . i feel so bad . i dunno why i say that ! arhhhggg ~ ! eileen whts wrong with you ... ?! just a bitch!
i hate myself so much for no onwards. i m no longer the one you noe ... the kind n caring one ... i dunno why . let me torture myself...
sorry chiaseng ... i disappoint you .... give me time to heal ...