I'm Airin.
Officially fifteen
I'm a hard-core shopper.
& i Love to Daydream! ;D Love me, as i love you. [:
♥ Ohso Drama!
Reminscening the Childhood. Daddy, bring me to the beach and play alright? Would you take me to Europe one day? I wanna shop like a professional.(: I'm a vain-pok; I want to look pretty. & The Resplendence Matinee is forever. soulmate is the most important person in my life.
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I wish i am the FAIRY QUEEN;
who can give whatever my loved ones want.
I hope to be a ENTERTAINER;
so that i can entertain my loved ones.
I want to be with my GIRLFRIEND;
to be with them forever.
I CARE for my friends;
they are my support in life.
I CHERISH my surronding;
as life is fragile.
The GRANTED wish of mine;
I had a good life.
The HOPELESS wish of mine;
I want to be happy&carefree.
yeahs . i am so sad to leave the class . although we are like always quarreling over small little stuff . i just still miss the days together during camp and all . we seems so united those days . bt even last day of school ; we are still quarreling . yes . i'm totally disappointed . but i am sort of inside tht quarrel too . why ? BBQ during chalet . there is alot of things we are not happy about . oh well , i shall stop talking about it . cos it's someting i shdn't br proud of .
thn in the morning ytd 26 oct . i got my result . it's badly done . and i chose f&n s my first choice but will be studying biology outside school . that's my future . i want it to be a bright one . though i gave up my dreams in designing . but i shall make tht as my hobby . and go for workshops when i am free . yeahs . can't be designer , i felt utterly sad . but well , for my future life to be more stable , i chose another path in my life . it's a very difficult choice for me though . but , i did it .
wnt for PSL nterview on wed . yeahs . i was so nervous . but what i hope is to be one good PSL with servent leadership , care for my little juniors and teach them the right path to walk during their secondary life . shower love on them . concern about them . give them the sense of secure in the school . that's what i think a PSL shd have . i don't mind giving up my time for them and be commited to it . cos all these things i am going to go through is going to teach me alot more abt life . i don't want anymore black&white life . but a life full of colors . so that i wouldn't regret in my life . my family and frnds support me to be one . and i shall not let them down . =)
thn ytd afternnon , wnt to chiaseng chalt . oh well , firstly i was like so shy thr , thn qiongyi pei me thr lorhhs . haha . we are like two crazy woman . haha . hms . it's sad to see natalie so sad lorhhs . but well , that's life . hms . thn i was like playing and enjoying myself thr lorhhs . haha .
thn msged my dad and ask if i could have a chance to stay overnight thr . but he just don't allow . why ? becos of a incident w eejie . they are not going to allow me to stay overnight . thats' my punish . i find it too tough . cried a little thr . chiaseng was thr for me . thnks alot dear . and my four frnds . haha. thnks thnks . you guys are great . x)
reflected on myself , i shdn't do all that to my parents . i know they love me . i should respect them . yeahs . but i want my freedom back alive . i can't leave it dead like it will be gone forever . i'm now commited to choir . x) goong rawks .
what would i like to hope during next year sec 3 ? - get my mahs stablise by sch reopens . - do well in science . - if i can be a PSL ; i wanna be the best . - enjoy my life in school . - be happy without worries . - be a good girl . - adapt to the subject . - improve english . - hate no one .
* i do not want to disappoint anymore teachers , but to let them feel proud of me . i wanna soar like an eagle . up high and free . =) all the best my frnds .
