hellos . oh well , had some play with samantha just now . LOL . we keep taking photos . she make me jump larhhs . thn keep shouting : "CUT!" cannot lehhs . cannot take larhhs .! thn she give the face . haha . LOL . thn say will brighten my life up . oh well , sounds so mushy . well , she's really the best frnd i ever had . i count myself lucky to have her ard whn i'm sad . thanks god for tht . really .
and him ... although we only break up one day .. this day looks like a year to me .. it seems so long . yet i can't accept the fact we are over . since tht , i dun believe in forever love lerhh ... cos i'm really veyr very depressed and sad . never felt this way b4 in my life . i'm crying over for a guy whom i loved so much . i never loved one so much till insane . tht's my lady life ... i will wait for you . though i gave you burden . cos i really love you . i'm single . but my heart is with you all the long . i left you alone n i knew i stab myself n throw myself into the sea to drown .
you are tht important to me ... but just tell me , we are over and stop thinking abt you ... i hope tht you will say darling i love you , don't leave me . but i think it would be hard for me to hear tht again .
i didn't cherish wht i had till i lose it thn i cherished it . well , it's too late ...
don't be like me frnds ...
i really love you to insane . nvr will i forget you . always in my heart .
It's the Drama Queen @ 11:14 pm