I'm Airin.
Officially fifteen
I'm a hard-core shopper.
& i Love to Daydream! ;D Love me, as i love you. [:
♥ Ohso Drama!
Reminscening the Childhood. Daddy, bring me to the beach and play alright? Would you take me to Europe one day? I wanna shop like a professional.(: I'm a vain-pok; I want to look pretty. & The Resplendence Matinee is forever. soulmate is the most important person in my life.
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I wish i am the FAIRY QUEEN;
who can give whatever my loved ones want.
I hope to be a ENTERTAINER;
so that i can entertain my loved ones.
I want to be with my GIRLFRIEND;
to be with them forever.
I CARE for my friends;
they are my support in life.
I CHERISH my surronding;
as life is fragile.
The GRANTED wish of mine;
I had a good life.
The HOPELESS wish of mine;
I want to be happy&carefree.
i was sick today . well , met him today . and pass him the things . most importantly , i gave up my ring to him . to tell him how much i love him and loving him is my promise . i never break promises from now on . it's very hard to let him go freely . yet i try my very best to let him soar up high . he got his result today and he passed . i'm quite glad for him . cos i was worried till i can't really sleep last night .
thn today , we talked for like 3 minutes ? or lesser than that . i have alot to tell him actually . but thn whn i see him , everything just became blank . so i didn't say much but i did thank him for the 7 months . i will be his guardian angel .knowing that i will not see the brightest star in my sky . but i will wait .
if i'm around in the world to live on healthily , i will wait with my feelings and love him with my heart . i don't blame him for everything . i have changed everything into memories into my history of life , everything seems so beautiful . i'm glad about it . even those quarrels , seems to make me smile .
everyone will grow up one day , and to understand everything . but one thing i'm very sure . we will never understandLOVE .LOVEis something no one can explain . being a good stead it's so hard .define good stead . is it to be understanding ? or to be faithful ? or it simply means both of it ? i guess so .
090406is the day , we held our hearts close to each other . and to make a will that we will take care of each other forever and always ... i think all good memory will come to an end ... so like us , we ended on 031206 .
we seperated so sadly and hurt . that both of us can't even faced each other . i felt disappointed to have such an ending between us . study will be the first priority in both of us next year i guess . because he want to strive better goals next year . so do i , well , i will wait for him to end his O level . and for him to tell me , we will start our love afresh ...
i will love him with all my hearts and to love with no regrets .
to you :
in the end , we still ended . :) though we ended our love story . i believe there will be a part two in it . to see you hurt , i rather you give me all your hurt to me and to see you happy , i will give you all my happiness .
next year is a new year for both of us . patching up or drifting apart ... i don't dare to think about it or to put in hopes in it ... our love lies on our hand . to go on loving both parties or to stop and give it an end to each other , is our decision . i know that . time is all you need . time gives you the strength to think . ad to see if you need me by your side or you can stand alone and to study with all your wills without a gf next year .
don't regret in life . but to love your life even more . =) i gave a smile , cos i know everything will come to an end . but my hopes on you will never fade . so is my love for you chiaseng ... in the end , i still have to say , goodbye my love . chiaseng , i will be your guardian angel , your my prince charming ... i love you so ...
