♥ Thee Drama Queen ;

I'm Airin.
Officially fifteen
I'm a hard-core shopper.
& i Love to Daydream! ;D
Love me, as i love you. [:

♥ Ohso Drama!

Reminscening the Childhood.
Daddy, bring me to the beach and play alright?
Would you take me to Europe one day?
I wanna shop like a professional.(:
I'm a vain-pok; I want to look pretty.
& The Resplendence Matinee is forever.
soulmate is the most important person in my life.
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I wish i am the FAIRY QUEEN;
who can give whatever my loved ones want.
I hope to be a ENTERTAINER;
so that i can entertain my loved ones.
I want to be with my GIRLFRIEND;
to be with them forever.
I CARE for my friends;
they are my support in life.
I CHERISH my surronding;
as life is fragile.
The GRANTED wish of mine;
I had a good life.
The HOPELESS wish of mine;
I want to be happy&carefree.


L O V E

♥ Monday, December 04, 2006

how i wish everything was just a dream . how i wish i wasn't born to this love . read a book . it said , when every living thing is born in the world . it's all about love . yet knowing this pharse . i don't felt tht in my life . now i realised i'm borned to pay my debts i left last life ...

this year was a tough year for me . really tough ... it's so hard in everything ... how i wish i'm not here ... brought harm , pain , sorrow to him . i felt really guilty . yet i can't comfort him cos i caused him too much pain .. there's no chances in me n him anymore .. how much i said and type . how much my tears dripped . it's still like tht ... no changes ...
i hate myself . i hate my life . my life seems colourful at all times . i put on tht smile on my face but i'm bleeding in my heart ... my life wasn't colourful but it's just coloured with black n white ... how much i loved him ... seems to be like a dream ... now evn i love him .. i can't shower it to him ... it's seems so pain ...