♥ Thee Drama Queen ;

I'm Airin.
Officially fifteen
I'm a hard-core shopper.
& i Love to Daydream! ;D
Love me, as i love you. [:

♥ Ohso Drama!

Reminscening the Childhood.
Daddy, bring me to the beach and play alright?
Would you take me to Europe one day?
I wanna shop like a professional.(:
I'm a vain-pok; I want to look pretty.
& The Resplendence Matinee is forever.
soulmate is the most important person in my life.
__________________________________________________
I wish i am the FAIRY QUEEN;
who can give whatever my loved ones want.
I hope to be a ENTERTAINER;
so that i can entertain my loved ones.
I want to be with my GIRLFRIEND;
to be with them forever.
I CARE for my friends;
they are my support in life.
I CHERISH my surronding;
as life is fragile.
The GRANTED wish of mine;
I had a good life.
The HOPELESS wish of mine;
I want to be happy&carefree.


L O V E

♥ Friday, December 08, 2006

okay . back from KL . yups . it was fun cos my clique of ppl tried to cheer me up . they tried to make me laugh . yes somehow i enjoyed the trip . somehow everytime on the bus ... i think of him alot and i will cry alone in the bus .

love me , that's all i ask from you ; is it a dream if it's fulfilled ? i really wonder . or is it real that we really break ? how i wish i'm a angel to protect you yet i'm just a normal human being with a heart that can feel the pain . i ask for answer yet it's a dunno . waited for 4 days just for this answer yet i get nothing from you . i'm just so disappointed . countdown everyday just to wait for that reply . and i realised i wasted all my hopes on you .


if you just dun love me why not just say out ? why still tell me you love me ? i'm suffering . i always need to hide in a corner to cry . you know how pathetic it is ? it's so disgraceful for me to do tht larhhs .


is all this a dream ? why did it happen like that ?
say you love me and i will follow you . yet you said it but you ran away half way and i got lost in the dark . every where you go let me go too . c****g tht's all i ask from you . but it hink it's useless . say you need me , say you love me , say you miss me .. it's all over .


eileen , pls get the fact . it's lost ; it's gone . no use crying over it .
if he really loves you he won't do that . you are not a toy ...
yet i just can't do it ... it's just so hard for me to let it go ...
i fear this place , it's just sucks .
i'm fucking stress up .
i'm damn fucked up .
i tell you something , i changed .
totally .
i became damn hot tempered ; moodswing ; cry easily ; damn sensitive .
i caused it myself .
the one who said brk up was me , cos you didn't tell me the fact before it . what the hell is this fucking world doing . it sucks .
why did i do tht ? how stupid of me ! =''((((((((