♥ Thee Drama Queen ;

I'm Airin.
Officially fifteen
I'm a hard-core shopper.
& i Love to Daydream! ;D
Love me, as i love you. [:

♥ Ohso Drama!

Reminscening the Childhood.
Daddy, bring me to the beach and play alright?
Would you take me to Europe one day?
I wanna shop like a professional.(:
I'm a vain-pok; I want to look pretty.
& The Resplendence Matinee is forever.
soulmate is the most important person in my life.
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I wish i am the FAIRY QUEEN;
who can give whatever my loved ones want.
I hope to be a ENTERTAINER;
so that i can entertain my loved ones.
I want to be with my GIRLFRIEND;
to be with them forever.
I CARE for my friends;
they are my support in life.
I CHERISH my surronding;
as life is fragile.
The GRANTED wish of mine;
I had a good life.
The HOPELESS wish of mine;
I want to be happy&carefree.


L O V E

♥ Sunday, June 03, 2007

i Y wedding . ;D hahaha .
well , i'm just sooo busy today .
therefore , my blogpost will be very short .
sorry people ! ;D

oh well , ytd was kinda sad larhhs .
sam has her problems in school .
felt so helpless , cos i really dunno how to comfort her .
i'm sorry .
i think for now , i must stay by her side and take good care of her .
sammy , anythign happens .
don't forget we are even better than sister .
it's 8 years , not 8 days . xDD
i'm always there ! ;D
how i wish you will cheer up , this is my 1st time see-ing you so emo . ):
as your soulmate , i hope i can do lil things to make you happy .
sorry today can't accompany you . quite busy with wedding though .
hahaha . XDD

hmms , sometimes , i really thinks that .
things just dont go the way it is .
and i realised ,i seems to be living in a family which seems like a school .
there's rules®ulation to everything , have to be well behaved .
a lil mistake or a lil foolish thoughs .
i will get punished .
or maybe i might just get counselling .
somehow all this is killing me .
it's like military physchological training .
yet somehow i should really be thankful for all these which really makes me a better person
i'm glad i'm always at the losing end in life , cos as i know i will lose .
i will strive harder for things that i want .
in my family , it's just all about being perfect .
if from young , i learn to be at the winning end , i will never be able to take it when i lose to something .

i admit i'm a bad girl ; with horrible attitudes .
sometimes , i just wanna be the way i am .
yet i just need to be the good girl at home .
it's just uncontrollable . ):
i Y my dad .
i love him more than anyone .
he's the one who gives me everything .
everyday while i'm enjoying myself , he's struggling in the open sea just to earn back the hard earn $$ for me , my brother & my mummy .
i felt so helpless ; i felt so useless .
i wanna try hard to reach the goal , but it's really hard .
i hate ppl who look down on me
i hate people who play with people feelings .
i wanna prove to them , i'm real .
i'm not the one they can look down .
i know i can prove that i'm useful one day . (:
okay , got to go .
shall post tonight .
tata !