okay , i had fun fair today .
kinda 'pon' school today thnks to menses . (:
LOL ! just don't feel like going school due to the pain .
hmms , normal daily routine . i woke up ate my breakfast thn teevee-ed .
then i went to cut my hair . okay pretty SHORT .
& think my last hair style is nicer more to victoria look . =\
but well , it's okay with me though . (:
so urghhhh , went mall at around 4pm .
met up w choir peeps . they had to spray their hair alright ,
& i sprayed mine too . they seems to love my current hairstyle .
hahaha , so thnkyou ! (:
well , so it was sooooo stuffy&humid there okay ; i'm perspiring .
it's damn lot . hahaha . so yea emo-ed at the bridge . just so not in the mood today .
played with mermer and krissy . it's uber fun huh ?
thn pei-ed xuan dwn to stroll .
met up with shimin and girls , hahaha .
i went to buy herbal tea agains . LOL . kinda looove it .
chatted w min and xinye plus jac .
oooolala , it's been long since we really chatted like tht with such laughter .
it's a pity where weitong is not here .
thn desmond was like sooo funny .
i can't stand but to laugh my ass off . hahaha !
then yeahs , met edmund . my buddy okay !
hahaha , he's soooo cute ^^ in my way la .
so i'm in charge of taking photos but i took videos too . haha .
choir did well today .
i think the performance by minds was not too bad .
i kinda sypathise them ; they are so poorthing .
maybe it's good to be a social worker . (:
then after that met nigel and frnds for dinner .
weisheng thought i was angry w him .
nopenope , weisheng it's not because of you alright ? (:
then umms , weisheng came to look for me .
when i'm about to go edmund leslie and lil weisheng came .
not tht sec 5 weisheng but he's sec 1.
awwws , he's soooooo cute la !
hahaha . how i wish he is my bro bro . ;D;D
then we walked around mall . hah !
i looove guys with skinnies okay .
they look so punk .
a lil spike hair .with skinny jeans .
a belt with a watch plus maybe a tee by junkfood or queen's couture .
awwws , my drm guy must look like a drummer . ;D
hahaha , i find them very attractive . (:
definitely he must not be lazy & must have GOOD FASHION SENSE .
i'm setting my target v high okay !
saw sherwin tdy . (:
he looks handsome ;D
okayes . i'm missing things ;
i miss those days when i'm jio-ing haoyi . hah !i miss those days when i'm a noob in pool .i miss those days whn i sneak into pub .i miss my long lost ex .i miss my long lost innocence .i miss my long lost childhood bf .i miss my long lost warmth by my ex bf .i miss my childhood .i miss my handsome dad during his days .i miss being a princess when i am young with that tiara on my head .i miss playing catchin w my class guys when i'm in primary .i miss bitching with meryl and kristle . ( i kicked that habit)i miss being the attention of people .i miss being naughthy .i miss being very very childish and petty for lil things .i miss people holding my hand .i miss my past love , it's my happiest time .i miss the way he break my heart .i miss how depressed i was when i broke up with him .i miss shopping with my peeps .i miss eejie ; nancy ; huifen .i miss my buddy though she's now with me .i miss my cute fatty brother , he's always so nice to me .i miss my granny .i miss those scolding my mum gave , i'm afraid i lose her .i miss qiongyi , but we gotta seperates ...i miss those days where i can be with my seniors with so much love .i miss those lies .i miss my class .i miss being cheerful .i miss ng weisheng too .now that i have grown up .
things seems to change for me , all this lil things seems so hard to get .
i really miss it so much .
it's been so long since someone says he loved me .
if i know my ending btwn us is like that , that moment i would not accept you as my bf .
maybe till this days , u might be my very gd frnd . (:
and things will not be hell for me . i realised is uffer quite a lot .
but i rather scarifice than making people sacrifice for me .
sometimes i hate you a lot ! but soometimes , i knew i onced loved you a lot .
so no point hating you . (:
i'm disappointed by a lot of things .
i'm still growing and maybe i might be emo-ing now .
i have this urge to run all the way to the highest building or to the most pretty beach to shout my name and scream out loud .
i want things to be perfect . i want love . i want to be carefree .
i'm not a attention seeker now , i just want true frnds .
those frnds who really care about my presence .
i hate people bitching about me ; i hate scoldings from frnds .
i hate it , why ?
i always wanted to scold your ass off on your face , but i can't do it .
cos i still treat you as a friend .
i'm a liar , i lie my feelings to you guys .
i'm not happy at all .... i miss everything .
my heart seems so lonely ..
do i even stand a place in my frnds heart ?
do my ex lover even rmb me ?
do my relatives see my future bright ?
do my frnds see me as a true frnd ?
do i even see myself ?
am i good enough to be your frnd ?
am i a nice person ?
am i someone you will be loathing at ?
am i very horrible ?
am i that bad ?
am i that ugly ?
why is this world so realistic .
i'm not nice to naughthy people ; i will be nice to lovely people .
if you really love me , tell me .
if you really hate me , tell me .
be true to yourself , be true to your friends .
hey guys out there , stop beinga sweet talker .
i won't listen to you unless you prove me your love .
and hey , i'm not that easy to get as you think .
try harder then . (:
bring me to the city of romance .
bring me to the busiest city in the world .
bring me to the most undeveloped country .
bring me to the shooping town .
bring me to santa town .
bring me to alaska .
bring me to eygpt .
bring me to aussie .
bring me to the london bridge .
it doesn't really matter but ;
bring me your heart .
bring me your faithfulness .
bring me to your love and warmth .
bring me to your caress sight .
bring me to the fantasy .
bring me to wonderland .
give me a forever frnds bear .
give me roses .
give me chocolates .
say you love me . (:
and maybe i might say i love you . (:
but it wont come true .
so , stop it guys ...
i have not recovered by my past hurt , and i might not recover .
i do not dare to accept guys as i scared of the same fate i had last time . (:
tata ! and bitches out there , bitch in front of me .
dont bitch behind .
cos i will scold you a bitch sooner or later . (:
i miss the past eileen . ;D
eileen , i beg you to come back soon . (:
be that kind and innocent girl .
i await your arrival ...
It's the Drama Queen @ 9:43 pm
