OKAYES , it's 29 days to my birthday !
hahaha , kinda excited but yet .
i needa shop first . =\
hmmms .
quite a lot of things to get .
okayes , gotta go to far east ; heeren ; vivo ; wisma and bugis .
i got too many things to get .
i needa get tops from pull & bear ; forever 21 .
skinny jeans from topshop or far east .
flates from far east .
accessories from diva and maybe fareast .
bags , umms . i dunno where . but i just needa get a look .
hahaha .
thn pressie for regina and krissy .
hahaha .
so well , umms i wanna get a vest and a grey jecket from topshop i guess .
oh i mean i'm kinda loving it .
shades too .
plus maybe i wanna get flip flops form new urban male .
i want junk food tee ! but it's so ex .
so maybe replacing it with fourskin . LOL .
hey , i'm poor okay . =\
omg , i have so much to buy lo . ):
so well , i think will be accompanied by all my khakis and stuff like tht .
hahaha .
but i might not buy all . )):
i just need to buy so many things . my wardrobe needs to replenish its stock you see .
awwws . hahaha .
okayes , talking about food .
i wanna eat ramen . sushi . western food . italian food . pizza . donuts , candies , chocolate fondue , brownies , ice cream and thai food .
omg , i feel liek a hungry ghost . hahaha . but you knw i just wanna eat that .
sometimes , you think that what you say doesn't reach people heart , yet you dont realised ,
actually everyone have feelings . the way you react tells it all , just like a picture can replace a 1000 words . well , why cant everyone be nice ? why does people talks about you ?
i guess i just didn't do my very best to be compliment by people .
yet maybe wht i did was wrong and tht's why sometimes we always get insulted .
beauty is nothing , you see so many beautys around us , yet when their attitude sarks , people will hate her .
on the other hand , people who are not really preetty , when they are really nice and caring they do not act .
everyone are keen to her , why ? she's her real self , she's not acting glam or something . she is not desperate for attention . she just wanna be herself .
so i learn something , for whatever reason that i'm living in the world
what is most important is to be true to yourself and be real to your friends .
never backstab or bad mouth .
i know i'm a horrible kid last time , yeahs . sometimes people will change .
don't always look at them at tht only angle , look at them in different ways .
no one have the right to discriminate people , no one is pretty , no one is perfect .
what is the most important is your attitude which really makes you unique .
you say you are handsome or pretty ; there are billions of us in the world .
so who are you comparing with ? ((:
so gain from your attitude , people will admire you .
i think tht's the real beauty i wish to see from humans .
somehow i think everyone is getting realistic . i admit i'm getting realistic too .
yet sometimes reading self improvement books will make you reflect .
hey , be nice . we are born nice . ((:
i always remind myself , if i bad mouth you , i won't feel happy too , because i know you will be bad mouthing me too .
wht happens if i compliments you and it's the fact ? yeahs , not only i make your day , your smile makes my day too ! ;D;D
i can say that i hate people who smiles to people who they think can be used .
they are always with those high profile people .
i mean , so what if you are high profile ? meaning i got to be like a dog ?
maybe i;m not as famous as you do , yet so .
we are humans , we still die right ?
tht's one example i read from a magazine years ago .
and i still remembers it .
never forget out roots , yeahs , maybe we are really famous .
yet the one we should respect the most is our roots . (:
i can say i'm kinda materialistic . yet do we realise something ?
branded stuff will make us look attractive , why ?
people thinks you got the money the fame , tht's why you got all these .
but does it matters so much ? can money replace kinship , friendship and love ?
why not use the money to buy food or something for your frnds and famiyl which will make them remember you for long ?
those brandy happiness is short , yet when you make others happy then you will really feel the happiness .
i wonder why i am talking all these .
maybe i had such experience myself before .
i'm the kind who loves branded stuff .
but once i went to china .
okayes , i really learned a life time thing .
i can actually spent tht $100 on a bag or something tht makes me looks good .
yet i spent it on a bunch of kids . (:
in singapore , ice cream or a can of coke is something we can afford .
and we drink it thousands of times ; i rmrb this little boy at the age of 8 i guess .
he walked up to me , and told me .
i have never drink this before , it taste so good . and he thanks me a lot of times .
the kids thr was smiling , they told me , their parents do not allow them to buy such things .
they say it's wasting money .
they earn less they can't spend much .
but those happiness make my whole trip worthwhile .
even till now , i still rmb it . (:
hey , real happiness isn't wht makes you looks good ,
real happiness is beautiful memories that make you smile . ((:
okayes , tkcr !
tata !
It's the Drama Queen @ 8:26 pm
