since my mood is blue and it's earth day ytd , i shall make the colour of my font BLUE .haha . ;DDDokay , i slept late last night and woke up early this morning . so kinda exhausted .needa takecare of my grand mama , i'm tired .it's been long since i see her , well her memory is getting weaker&weaker everyday .felt sad about it ; well had breakfast with grandmama at AMK .went to uncle hendry shop to eat, but i have nothing to eat . -.- so umms , i'm taking care of grandmama while i'm feeling sick&illed . ):after our breakfast , we went to IMH . lol !no one is insane or mad , just tht inside IMH there's this "zhong yi" . LOL .haha , my mum needs to go to tht zhong yi cos she heard a lot of people say it's very good . (:so we waited for her for like 2 hours ? -.-it's so long , i was like reading newspaper thr .thn chatted with kaixuan on the phone .i was sitting at this cafe inside , i saw this lady .she looks kinda pretty though but she's fat .i pity her a lot , i mean , she is self-indulging a tub of ice cream . o.oi was like , omg ; does she knows how much sugar&fat contein is there in tht tub of ice-cream ?i mean for me ,when i wanna eat ice cream i really think twice . it doesn't do any good to my body so shd i eat it when it's just an comfort food ?i'm not critising her but why do such things to burden your body&health ?but well , she looks depressed , really depressed .she's lonely , alone indulging ice cream and she's frowning all the way .while i see such people in such state , i'm really sad for them .while observing the lady , i was looking at my grandmama , for once , she's like my guardian angel when i was young . always there for me , taking care of me whole-heartedly . without her i might not be able to grow up with my happy childhood .
and for now , i'm the one helding her hands tight , taking care of her . but it's something i felt luck for having her as my grandmama , she don't throw her tempers at all . ((:okay , the whole trip i was really tired and umms , i felt really giddy . so i rested and came home to take a nap . but for now , i'm feeling better . thnks for concerns . i wonder what's wrong with me . i really wonder&ponders . i have been quit sensitives this week . what's wrong with me ? i dunno what i'm thinking about , but things doesn't seems to be the way it should be . i hope for the better , and i'm awaiting for answers . hope my wishes come true thn .
i'm having a dream now , i mean why can't i grow up now ? so that i can fulfill my parents wishes , my mum wants a bigger house , my dad wanna have his volvo . i mean it hurts see-ing them not being able to buy it cos of some crisis which really make me feel like working hard to give them what they want . i wanna buy this private house near the nature for my parents when they retire , i'm gonna work hard to give them tht . i know my dad always wanted tht , a private house for he&mummy to live which can really relax in a very peaceful place . (: i will work hard for their happiness , yet sometimes i realised something . i know my bro is smart he's like a genious . but when it comes to money , he won't wanna share the part . so i have left him out of my plan . i don't want him to ruin the whole thing .
okayes , i am about to go . tata ! (:
"Happiness is not so much in having as sharing. We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give." - norman macewan
It's the Drama Queen @ 3:11 pm
