the fears and phobia i have .
where you hit my weak point & i may be dead . [:
maybe such stuff will be a secret to myself forever .
something happen this days which can change my life & my point of view .
and that's how big the thing could get .
and maybe i might find my happiness soon .
or maybe i might lose my happiness and be like my normal way .
but somehow a person could change your life . [:
okay , i met weisheng for lunch ytd . and the food was rather delicious .
so i guess we will be back there to eat once more ?
hahaha ! then walked around heartlnd mall .
then i met junkui my beloved bestie !
hahaha , shimin and frnds were at mac
so i was really happy to see them .
we gossiped a lil and i went off w junkui to find a seat .
he study and i play his laptop .
so so fun ! ;D;D
then he treat me ice-cream , thanks junkui !
oh well , the party ytd was rather okay .
i believe stanley kor kor do have a lot of friends .
where 6o plus people was thr .
hahaah !
i saw richmond and guys .
omg they are funny people okay . [:
had fun watching the detective show . it's hilarious and nice .
so yeahs , food was great too plus plus the cakes .
i can't eat the cake .
holy shit . =\
cos it's mango cake .
well , worst of all .
it's a present from me and my bro .
ohh ya !
i made a card for my god bro and i somehow didn't print out . LOL !
& ig ot a letter from the youth bpoard or something like tht .
that i have been elected to be in their committee of 18 .
to show the youth the real ways to live and to handle somehow politics stuff .
and i was inside .
okay , i'm shocked to be elected .
LOL , well frnds don't worry too much .
and i hope my name will get big one day , but i guess it wont come true .
to soar of my leadership i will .
to have such chance in life , i will cherish it .
so yeahs , i had umms , late night movies at cathay with cousins ?
we watched rush hour 3 .
it was funy but they didn't plot the movie properly which makes it a 3 stars to me .
but tuck was really funny .
watched till around 12 plus ?
then off i went home .
chatted with wei on the phone and went to sleep .
woke up early today .
as granny is coming to my house .
went for breakfast w her .
i'm heartbroken to see granny in the state tht she don't even talk to us anymore .
poor her .
had breakfast thn went heartland mall .
mum bought a rocking chair .
and i'm buying my bed head volume serum tmr . [:
yays ! well , so was on our way home where i see my frnd parents .
oh my goodness .
they are so lovely .
in the age of 5os , yet they are holding their hands tightly jus like those teenage loves .
HAHAHA !
and i saw this girl .
wow , she's pretty , looks good and nice .
and i got this reaction when i see her doing something : O.O
WTF .
she spits on the floor .
unglam man .
hahaha , okay .
i guess love can't be forced .
it takes time to be bonded .
uses loads of obstacles and overcome it together .
many guys come walking into my life and walking out of it .
yet there's still a few guys where i had good and bad memories of it .
for now, the best memory i had was my childhood boyfrnd .
he's the boyfrnd i had it when i'm 4 till i'm 6 [:
those mickey and minnie mouse days was really fun . ;D
well , i had this playmate when i was 6 .
his name is eugene and now his 19 ?
well , i rmb during a party , he kissed me . LOL .
and when i'm 11 .
i had this puppy love .
he's a smartie and a sporty .
his name his chinzheng .
and been tgt till sec 1 ?
w/o any breakup signs , just silent break .
so umms , sec 1 end-of-the-year ?
i had this very close close guy .
he's junyan from marist , and he is the only guy whom i loved before who stayed overnight at my house . (:
so yeahs , when i'm 14 , i had a boyfriend againw hom i thought was serious .
lasted for 8 months .
and i call him my first love . [: and for now he is my special frnd . ;D
so yeahs , when i'm 15 ?
i was soooo into this guy named haoyi .
he is a very gentle guy , and he is so OMG with his OMG figure .
aint it cool ? hahaha .
so now i know this piggy whose name is weisheng .
he is a very very nice guy too .
he's the funniest one i ever seen . [:
i'm not sure if i'm intooo love now .
past tramas are haunting me a lot .
and i fear such stuff .
and ppl , rmb this ...
think before you do something .
act w/o hurting anyone . [:
and hey , i'm not here to gain sympathy or whatsoever .
i welcome you to humiliate me cos i will be stronger .
i hope you rip me and peel my skin and cut me to pieces .
so that i can reborn again to a better person .
scold me a bitch or scold me a slut i wont let you hurt the ones i loove .
sammy , i will always be by your side to be your listening ears.
trust me i will be your soulmate forever . [:tata !and maybe one day , i will unreveal a secret ...i will tell you my looove
It's the Drama Queen @ 2:36 pm
