;Dit's been two days since i blogged . (:
everything was really marvellous i can say .
why not i shall talk about my birthday first ? [:
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THANKYOU EVERYONE !okayes , it was before the night of 31 july & i was crying badly .
thanks weisheng for comforting me .
i always had this thought in mind that no one rmbered my birthday .
yet , i was totally wrong . [:
00:00am .
thanks for 20 people to send me birthday wishes , 1st to come was vanessa .
i guess eh will be truly honoured , [:
everyone kinda rmb my birthday ; i was really touched .
yupyup , there's a lot of white lies going on before my birthday .
my goodfriends , kinda spike me .
which really makes me really sad . ):
but i realised it was a lie . [:
they rmbered . sammy kinda make me very sad ....
but what she done for my birthday was truly touching .
that big piece of cards where makes me rmb our 8 years of life together touches me till i teared .
got bashed up by vanessa and chinee in the toilet , though was a lil like being raped ? =\
but it was truly memorale . hahaha !
umms , eejie sharon yuqi bought me a lil strawberry cake .
it was truly sweet . & i simply loove it . ;D
thankyou ! it was really honoured to be wished by so many people in school .
even on the bus on my way to kovan , lunching with meryl krissy , jiaxiang and frnds .
everything was really awesome .
i didn't expect so many presents from friends but yet it was kinda shocking .
esp , my dear outside frnds .
i guess you guys spent a lot on it rights ? [:
leather bag , it was really a WOW to me . my fav dark chocolate one piece which cost up to around $1.5o . treats from marcus and frnds was nice .
went pizza hut with my lovely buddy edmund plus sister zhixiang and chippy kaixuan plusplus jimi addictive ruikiat . thanks a lot for that memorable moments . ;D
and out with nancy huifen junkui was fun too .
thanks alot . well , was kinda sad that myparents didn't celebrate with it .
nono , was a great disappointment .
but what really happen was a suprise from them , a strawberry cake with memorable times with my cousins .
i hereby thank weisheng for a forever friends bear & flowers . it was awesomely lovely .
THANKYOU !
things was soo great , got quite a lot of present this year , counting around 18 ?
but i guess my buddy made the best pressie for me . which she spent hours and hours just to complete tht pretty card for me . [: i'm sooo touched .
vanessa make me a card . & i realised i found a friend who truly trust i'm no longer a backstabber or hypocrite . she believe i changed . thnkyou . [:
nigel's mum gave me an ang pow and gave me her best wishes during my birthday ; his mum really treat me very nice and i'm utterly grateful towards her . so yeahs , i will takecare of her son nigel ! hahaha . ;DDD there's a lot happening during the birthday which i simply can't believe it .
i guess me and my ex boyfriends are back to friends again .
yups , he is kind of a regret in my life .
but i'm really happy that things are working better for us .
good that we are friends but i don't wish to go any further .
but seriously i will still wish him the best in finding his girl he really love . [:
yet , i really hope he open his eyes big and see his surroundings . not meaning people beside him isn't good , but maybe there is a better choice somewhere further .
what i really wanted to tell him for 8 months and which had always been at the bottom of my heart was the word , sorry . a trufully sorry which i meant it on the time i didn't spent much with him and the freedom which gives us so much setbacks & not for trusting him . [:
but for now , everything it's over . that's my past people .
so yeahs . around 11.50pm ? i open my presents .
was really excited . ;D;D richard called me and wished me the best birthday and he was reall sincere . thnkyou richard . ;D
the roses was really pretty . everything was truly memorable and it was simply lovely . will try to upload pics when all my virus i gone . sorry for such an delay ! [:
o1o8o7HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIASENG ! ;Dso yups , let me talk about ytd . i made a card for chiaseng . well , HAND-MADE . [:
am i sincere enough ? i hope so .
was really honoured that i was the firt to give him present from friends that day .
& was great that he was happy that day too .
so hmms , what really happen yesterday ? oh yeahs .
i was sick down with a fever and colds .
didn't really manage to do well in class due to not feeling well .
i didn't went for choir ; which really makes me guilty . =\
so went home and rest , hugging the forever friends bear which soon will be named . (:
it was really cute and adorable . ;D
shall plant it with a kiss and warm it with a hug . the bear is surely showered with love . =)
so yups, wrote a letter to qiongyi ? and was kinda long ? buti hope she really looves it .
& i promised her that i will smile at her everytime i see her .
but i'm sorry , i don't realy like some people for some reasons .
so yeahs , ytd was a short day . ;)
o2o8o71 more day to yingying's birthday !HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVE YINGYING !i bought her 3 cakes , but was mini ones .so she can have 3 flavours to eat and truly hope she likes it . ;D
well , today was tired for me .
my fever isn't gone yet and i don't wish to be hyper active .
but to my horror i was even hyper . =X
and i'm really a BIG BLUR SOTOG .
for 2 days , i forget to bring my ez-link . thnks to chiaseng , he lent me . ^^
so today was really hyper , had recess with girls .
i don't really care much about kuanling anymore .
& umms , looking forward to yingying's birthday . ;D
seriously , i think she's going to loove it . [:
so we did not have LCE today so cool rights /
i had my oral in the library .
and umms i was the 3rd one ? i guess ? =\
and was kinda nervous . i wanna score high marks badly . (:
so yeahs , read the passage , teeyong was like opposite me and i was kinda embarrased .
he was like looking at me and smiling like his usual self .
i gave him this look : =\
then i gave him a : =)
i mean it is really pleasant to smile to someone . ;D
well , mrs ng asked me , what have you not told someone and you do not have the chance to say it to the person .
the first thought was chiaseng life example but due to teeyong was there .
i didn't speak my lines .
so i went on about my granfather .
where i said we will not be a human if we do not have any regrets in life .
i have my regrest for not cherishing my grandfather .
and i hope to tell him that i love him & i will be a good girl so on and so forth ...
so well , today VIP was really interesting . [:
so would your tongue be the good one or would you prefer the one which is the worst one ?
seriously the speaker was really good . and i did ponder . [:
so what would i say about my tongue ?
for the worst people on earth they will taste the worst tongue of mine yet for the best princess&princes on earth they are sure going to get the best tongue of mine .
i treat people biasly , for example ...
i only treat people nice when they show me the mutual respect i'm a 1oo% leo and i need respect . [:
i will treat friends like heaven and i'm sure to mean it . [:
so he asked us to think about it ...
do we always put ourselves in one shoes ?
well i'm frank enough to say no .
why ? sadly i can say every humans are selfish ; who would really thinks about others 1st than for them self ?
they always want the best for them right ?
well , let's look back .
when was the last time you really appreciate someone doing something for you .
when was the last time you smile at the cleaners .
when was the last time you smile at your enemies ?
and when was the last time you forgive someone ?
and when was your last time your heart is not with hatred ?
who really cares about what your friends have been treating you ?
everybody takes things forgranted and i'm one of them too .
& i'm trying to change for the better . ;D
the speaker says , you will be the worst tongue if you gossip and backstab and i seriously agree .
WHY ? you will end up ruining your future like me .
i know how it feels when most of your friends doesn't trust you for you being a backstabber for once .
it's really hard to change their point of view about you yet it's really easy to ruin your reputation . therefore i can understand why people don't trust me these days . it's okay [:
so never gossips or backstab , it harms you with bad impression on people and might inked you rest of your life . so let's just stop all wars . and stop gossiping . i hope such comments wouldn't end people to hate memore but i hope we do reflect on what we are doing . takecare people tata !
Y love is the path where confusions takes placed ....times flies , it really flies .i can't remember when was the last time i said i love you ;i can't remembered when was the last time i held your hands ;i can't remember the last time we quarreled ;i can't remember the last time we kissed ;i can't remember the last time we hugged ;i can't remember the last time i called you ;i can't remember we were once couple ;for now i remebered you ;but no more the lovey doveys ;and i remeber you as a special friend . [:someboday told me ; he misses me everynight and i look like the brilliant stars at night ...but well ; i thank you for that ; yet it's not time to be into loove agains ...im not intooo loove as for i'm afraid of loove & afraid of hurts ...
It's the Drama Queen @ 8:23 pm
