So on the Oh so day,
Eileen left w 11 days to study.
Omfg. So many chapters.
& so, i guess i might fail my physics,
cos i do not know a single thing out of it. ):
So any kind soul, PLEASE Help Eileen. (:
And today there's like mass run.
But i could not run.
From my fear of my breathing difficulties relaspe.
It really came true
I can't breathe this morning. =\
Then went to the toilet. ):
so, what's wrong w me? LOL.
Then everyone was like running.
Chin ee run so fast. Hahaha.
Suddenly, i felt something.
I felt like a loner.
I felt like a introvert.
I do not know how to communicate with people. ):
I feel like a loser.
So, where's my self-confidence.?
Dressing up make me feel like the world.
Schooling makes me feel like a loser.
):
So my life in school is so dull.
Those attention i get from public seems to be giving confidence.
Yet, trama always haunts me.
I really wonder if there's something wrong with my meantal health.
I feel so sick of life.
& death is okay to me. ):
I wish to stop schooling, cos i hate those people around me.
I hate people talking the worst of me.
I hate people see me like a sham-shame who can be bullied.
I hate negative remarks.
I simply hate it.
So, life today was okay.
Had chemistry test but it's like a sure fail thing. ):
Those ominous grey clouds are just ontop of my head.
Thunder and lightning striking and roaring.
Eileen is crying. ):
Well, the happy time i spent was w my bf.
Went ikea and had lunch.
I went to buy plates.
& a lot of silly things happen on the way!
Hahahaha.
Shall blog tmr. as i have no mood today.
Prelims are over and guys you can have fun! 9:
Tata!
[Wei Sheng] says:
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes
Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
It's the Drama Queen @ 10:42 pm